Out of my handful of doctors, I have/had a Dr. A., Dr. B and a doctor D. I have been joking all along that all I was missing is a Dr. C.
Well, not any more- Meet Dr. C. my new GYN that has taken over as one of my many watchful eyes. I had a follow up appointment with him last week to go over my most recent ultra sound results from the end of last month. I had no reason to be overly concerned, as I had received a copy of the report from my oncologist when I went in for my Herceptin treatment. She didn’t seem too worried. Her response was matter of factly-“they are going to continue to torture you with these follow up tests.” She then wrote out a script for yet another ultra sound follow up.
She was right about the constant torture of being poked and probed, because Dr. C. is a bit concerned with the most recent findings. Among many potential side effects that Tamoxifen can cause, the thickening of the endometrial lining is one of them. In a rare case this can lead to endometrial or uterine cancer. This is one of the things they are monitoring when I get these ultra sounds. The new findings show mine has almost doubled in size in 3 months. This could be my body just trying to adjust to the Tamoxifen or it could mean that my body is up to no good.
I am scheduled for an endometrial biopsy in two weeks. I really wish I did not have to take this drug. I would be lying if I told you that this biopsy did not scare me. Frankly, it is causing me a bit of anxiety to have to go in for this biopsy- The last biopsy I had on April 13th of 2010 set off a whole chain of events, so I am still a bit gun shy if you know what I mean.
I really should not complain because none of this is really hindering me physically, so I am able to work full time again and ride my bike as much as time permits. G and I have been enjoying the summer and have had some awesome rides trying to get ourselves ready for the next big race. The Dark Horse 40 is less than two weeks away and I have officially switched my entry so that I will be racing my single speed.
|G took this photo during a great day in the woods. You should be able to view larger if you click on it.|
My sister has been down from Maine since the end of June and will continue to be here until the first week of August working her summer job. It has been so awesome getting to spend time with her and my nephew Jesse. I feel so lucky to get this extra time with them both. Last year was so different for us since she was pregnant and I was sick or recovering the whole time.
|Me and Jesse -4th of July|
Despite these new findings and feeling like I am still stuck in the ‘cancer vortex’, I have found comfort in the fact that those days are becoming fewer and farther apart. I am not immersed in it all every moment of everyday. Still trying to find that balance.
|Taking in the sunset together on the Hudson River.|