Winter has hit NY pretty hard. We have been enjoying a mild fall until this past weekend. It got cold really quick. While most people flee for the indoors, we sought shelter in the woods. My guy has been a big motivator to get me back out there riding. Not only did he build me a new plush bike to ride ( yes, my guy is awesome) but he is always enthusiastic about riding our bikes and encouraging me. As much as I love riding my bike more than anything, I came to a harsh realization-I am at the bottom of my game. I even took a moment on Saturday and said, out loud - I think I will quit mountain biking....It's just too hard. I expect to be out of shape but I feel like I am so far behind where I was last April that it will be impossible to ever have that same connection to my bike. Maybe there is some truth to that.
Sunday was the colder of the two days and even though "I quit mountain biking" the day prior, my guy and two of our dear friends convinced me otherwise. That morning, I sat in G's car while we waited for our friends to arrive. The heat was pumping out of the vents and the seat warmers were roasting my butt and I thought, how did I used to do this? I actually used to ride in colder weather than that and even snow!
|This was taken last year on New Years Eve day. I don't remember if I was cold but look at those smiles.|
I have passed the halfway point of my radiation treatments. I have completed 17 out of 33 treatments and so far, it has been pretty uneventful. The daily routine is getting old but I just keep reminding myself that this will not last forever. My skin is turning the perfect "pink" and while it is tender, it is holding up strong.
My three weeks were up and I had my Herceptin treatment yesterday. For the first time in months I did not have much to complain to Dr. W about. I'm sure she was happy about that.
It is hard to believe all the crap I have had to go through the past 9 months. It is a very long treatment process to which oddly, I am very grateful for. Without these treatments.....well, we don't need to discuss that.